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1. |
Sad Nebula
02:23
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i look up, i see flashing lights
silhouettes dancing in the sky
angels coming down from up high
you make the heaviest tears so light
baby you ease the pain alright
i don’t feel like going home tonight
cuz sometimes i just hurt, yeah
i forget what i’m worth, oh
you gimme love in return, yeah
it’s like heaven on earth, wow
spreading my wings like a bird, uh
spreading my wings like a bird, uh
it’s like heaven on earth
memories burned on my retina
tears in the air, sad nebula
doubts creeping up like count dracula
it can get bad, but you make me feel immaculate
the roads that i walk can be venomous
some people choose clout over happiness
i gotta choose peace over relevance
throw it all away, going back to the genesis
cuz sometimes i just hurt
i forget what i’m worth
you gimme love in return
it’s like heaven on earth
spreading my wings like a bird
spreading my wings like a bird
it’s like heaven on earth
cuz sometimes i just hurt
i forget what i’m worth
you gimme love in return
it’s like heaven on earth
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2. |
Deal With It
01:43
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yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
yeah-eah
oh
live it up
it ain’t enough
shit is rough
down in my heart right now
and i feel
like giving up
but i just
keep moving on, yeah yeah
and i got problems lately
everything keeps on changin’
my world’s turning hazy
someone tell me if i’m goin’ crazy
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
yeah-eah
oh
i went dark side like kylo
i’m still puttin’ up a fake smile though
irregularities in my vitals
pull me out this motherfuckin’ spiral
tell me what do you want from me
tell me what does it cost to be free
there’s only so much i can bleed
just leave me alone
leave your sympathy
smash my fuckin’ phone
no
(cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
cuz i deal with it
i deal with it
yeah-yeah
oh)
i went dark side like kylo
i’m still puttin’ up a fake smile tho
irregularities in my vitals
pull me out this motherfuckin’ spiral
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3. |
Ghost Town
02:06
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i just can’t help myself
i just can’t help myself
i been under a spell
i create my own hell
run it down
spacing like halo
heaven bound
i sink way low
ghost town
clinging of metal
i’m surrounded by
a million shadows
all i need is one moment
to crawl outta this ocean
i got unlimited potions
lost my breath it got stolen
and the air feels frozen
no control of my emotions
the door to my heart was wide open
till i met you i had to close it
fuck i had enough
i’m burning up
up like city doves
it’s real enough
i’m so frivolous
it’s meaningless
past life
that shit was too poisonous
don’t even know where i can hide
from all the demons on my mind
i’m feeling shivers in my spine
what if i been livin’ a lie?
ooh-oh-oh
oh-ooh-ooh
ooh-oh-oh
oh-ooh-ooh
i just can’t help myself
i just can’t help myself
i been under a spell
i create my own hell
run it down
spacing like halo
heaven bound
i sink way low
ghost town
clinging of metal
i’m surrounded by
a million shadows
i just can’t help myself
i just can’t help myself
i been under a spell
i create my own hell
run it down
spacing like halo
heaven bound
i sink way low
ghost town
clinging of metal
i’m surrounded by
a million shadows
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4. |
Night Falls
01:12
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been divin’ in riches now i’m golden
keep seeing diamonds they floatin’
on the inside i’m still feelin’ broken
but momma said gotta cherish every moment
i wanna have it all (wanna have it all)
frozen waterfalls (frozen waterfalls)
and the night falls (and the night falls)
floating lightbulbs (floating lightbulbs)
it’s so incredible (so incredible)
hear the ocean call (hear the ocean call)
see the moving walls (hear the ocean call)
jump through the wormhole
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5. |
Alone Again
01:38
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it’s weighing on my mind
i try to take things light
can’t help but wonder why
it’s so easy for you to lie
wow, yeah
some things about you i admired
now i can see the way you’re wired
it’s leaving much to be desired
and i’m growing tired
cuz on the surface you seem kind, yeah
your every word is by design, yeah
numbing me like a glass of wine
guess it’s better to be blind, yeah, oh
but the only one that i can blame is myself
(cuz on the surface you seem kind, yeah)
there’s so many things i didn’t how to tell
(your every word is by design, yeah)
i thought i was comfortable within my own shell
(numbing me like a glass of-)
but i keep thinking ‘bout it, i create my own hell
before i lose it all
(it’s weighing on my mind)
before i burn it to the ground
(i try to take things light)
i don’t want to be alone again, hey
(can’t help but wonder why, it’s so easy for you to lie)
before i lose it all
(it’s weighing on my mind)
before i burn it to the ground
(i try to take things light)
i don’t want to be alone again, hey
(can’t help but wonder why, it’s so easy for you to lie)
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6. |
Cool Party
01:51
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i can’t stop
throw my hands up
let’s have a cool party in the basement
i tasted blood
i had enough
all this shit got me going crazy
velvet gloves
gimme fake love
i’m not your friend
think you got me mixed up
all turned up
codeine cups
baby got me feeling like a million bucks
okay you be sitting on my mind yeah
and it’s something i don’t like to admit
baby you been crossing every line
but i think you know
i would probably let it go, yeah
didn’t think that i would pay the price no
and recover from the damage you did
you try to convince me otherwise
but this time around
i won’t let my guard down
i can’t stop
throw my hands up
let’s have a cool party in the basement
i tasted blood
i had enough
all this shit got me going crazy
velvet gloves
gimme fake love
i’m not your friend
think you got me mixed up
all turned up
codeine cups
baby got me feeling like a million bucks
baby i’m having too much fun
yeah i think i’m too far gone
leave me behind, cuz i’m done
i’m too far gone
baby i’m having too much fun
yeah i think i’m too far gone
leave me behind, cuz i’m done
(oh my god)
red lights are flashing before me
dashboard says 240
my reality feels distorted
live in a fantasy, wish i could record it
i know that you tried to control me
i know that you tried to destroy me
made your choices now you should own it
don’t blame me cuz your life got boring
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7. |
UI
02:49
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oh my
spreading like a wildfire
that’s right
we can only go higher
yeah, gonna be a all-nighter
all-nighter, yeah
oh it’s
everything i desire
that’s right
never gonna retire
yeah, gonna be a all-nighter
all-nighter, yeah
wish the time could stop
for you and me
wish the time could stop, mmm
for you and me
standing on a rock
over the sea
a million waterdrops, mmm
is all i see
we keep searching around
like the birds flying south
but we already found, no-oh, oh
a shadow of a doubt
if we’ll rise up or drown
when the storm settles down
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
yeah
oh my
spreading like a wildfire
that’s right
we can only go higher
yeah, gonna be an all-nighter
all-nighter, yeah
oh it’s
everything i desire
that’s right
never gonna retire
yeah, gonna be a all-nighter
all-nighter, yeah
we got all the time
baby just clear your mind
if it’s wrong i’ll make it right
make it alright
it’s okay to cry
baby just close your eyes
let this moment be your shrine
yeah
we keep searching around
like the birds flying south
but we already found, no-oh, oh
a shadow of a doubt
if we’ll rise up or drown
when the storm settles down
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
yeah, you and I
for you and I
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8. |
Euphoria (At Night)
02:07
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cold from the skies
closing my eyes
can’t seem to hide
these demons from the light
it’s you on my mind
till the ending of time
could i call you mine
for this lonely night?
cuz i’m feeling this fire blazing
from the way that you amaze me
i just found my own
euphoria at night
i didn’t mean to give you a way in
but my eyes always betrayin’
i guess now you know
the way i feel inside
but for now it’s just a whisper
i still gotta keep my distance
before they’re all up in my business
before there’s no way around
cuz you’re high up in my wish list
with you gone, i’m only restless
like a manor with no mistress
like a queen with no crown
feelings
got these feelings (taking its toll on me)
willing
a heart that’s willing (it’s for your eyes only)
savouring
every minute (until the sky’s asleep)
colors ‘round me
growing vivid (tonight)
spinning ‘round sky high (i would just be alone)
i’m a space satellite (without your direction)
hundred thou fahrenheit (now i just move along)
you are how the sun ignites (a mirror to your expressions)
cuz i’m feeling this fire blazing
from the way that you amaze me
i just found my own
euphoria at night
i didn’t mean to give you a way in
but my eyes always betrayin’
i guess now you know
the way i feel inside
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9. |
Same Room
03:22
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ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh ooh-oh
i’m walking all by myself
i’m lost but no one can tell
i’ve kept the words to myself
cuz you know how i always felt
i feel better with you
i don’t even know whatever we have now
but i don’t want to destroy it
when we’re in the same room
i always try my best to just forget
how i keep falling for you
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh
ooh-oh ooh-oh ooh-oh
don’t expect me just to hide it
put out this flame we ignited
don’t act like our fate’s decided
we both know you’re not that short-sighted
don’t expect me just to hide it (gotta pull it together, i’ll be fine)
put out this flame we ignited (if i don’t answer my phone, don’t ask why)
don’t act like our fate’s decided (if you ever need someone to rely on)
we both know you’re not that short-sighted (know that i’ll be always by your side)
gotta pull it together, i’ll be fine
if i don’t answer my phone, don’t ask why
if you ever need someone to rely on
know that i’ll be always by your side
i feel better with you
i don’t even know whatever we have now
but i don’t want to destroy it
when we’re in the same room
i always try my best to just forget
how i keep falling for you
i feel better with you
i don’t even know whatever we have now
but i don’t want to destroy it
when we’re in the same room
i always try my best to just forget
how i keep falling for you
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10. |
Aphelion
01:00
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